I'm so god damn pissed of at those stripes
basically today I have spent 7 hours trying to get the right proportions for 666
I've done everything I can to ensure the proper spacing
straight edges
but the lines
are still
TOO FUCKIN' BIG
I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS BEING RAPED RIGHT NOW
but...it will be great when this piece of shit is all done
it'll look so cool
it's just getting past the painting
the stenciling
the cutting
the resizing
the mapping
the washing
everying
is such a fuckin process...
....and I'm eating through my frustrations
so over all right now
I'm not happy
grrrrr cosplay
i love you
but I hate you at the same fuckin time
especially since I want to be the best Ruki out there
and I cannot settle for less
which is probably what is killing me
but it has the best results

2008-06-17 01:58 am (UTC)
2008-06-17 02:50 am (UTC)
2008-06-17 02:51 am (UTC)
2008-06-17 02:29 am (UTC)
i've always thought it's weird how that works. D8
2008-06-17 02:50 am (UTC)
2008-06-17 04:18 am (UTC)
but you'll get it
dont stress so much
you'll do well and you know it <3
2008-06-17 08:32 am (UTC)
2008-06-17 01:00 pm (UTC)
2008-06-17 04:50 pm (UTC)
You must be knee-high to a grasshopper, too. He's a midget. Bless him :3
2009-12-06 04:32 pm (UTC)